I was finishing up some last minute work for a campaign when I looked at the clock on the bottom right hand corner of my computer screen. All of a sudden an overwhelming sense of sadness washed over me. The date! The date made me burst out in tears. It was a reminder of the saddest day of my life.
My grandmother passed away a year ago tomorrow.
May 15, 2012. I still cry every time I think of her.
Sometimes I feel like I’m going bonkers, because one minute life is amazing and so many fabulous things are happening for us. The next minute, I’m just so sad. Weepy…and missing her so very much.
My heart hurts so much, I feel like I can’t breathe.
Still thinking of you each and every day, Lola.
Tonight we’ll celebrate your life by lighting a candle for you, saying a prayer, and cooking some Filipino food like you used to make.